[[*---Swirling in the abyss of Darkness---*]]

Saturday, September 22, 2007

[[random]]

as darkness creeps up upon me...my heart cries out into the silent night bove...sorrows enclosed...with every single beating. the flow of life within felt distant as body and soul drfited apart unknowingly...leaving behind nothing but an empty shell. the sky overhead clear...blank...and though it held no answers at all...it was nonetheless captivating. staring intently into it takes u into another world...which felt like swirling in the abyss of darkness...no restrictions...no worries...no noise...only serenity present to accompany. time would come to a standstill and the world freezes before me as i immerse in my own thoughts...reminiscing about the ever unforgetable past.

gone hath the days of old...as new memories are being created each and every day while past memories are being stowed away at the back of my mind. people often want to forget about the unhappy pasts and only remember the good old times...but yet in reality...it is contradicting as unfortunate events are usually the ones which leave an indelible mark in our memory compared to blissful memories. it is never possible to isolate certain portions of our memory in order to lead a more fulfilling life...but it is possible to create as many joyous ones while we can. though saying is one thing...doing is another.

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Thursday, September 20, 2007

[[bored.]]

You entered: Seah Zhi Hao
There are 10 letters in your name.
Those 10 letters total to 55
There are 5 vowels and 5 consonants in your name.

Your number is: 1

The characteristics of #1 are: Initiating action, pioneering, leading, independent, attaining, individual.

The expression or destiny for #1:
A number 1 Expression denotes the skilled executive with keen administrative capabilities. You must develop the capacity to be a fine leader, sales executive, or promoter. You have the tools to become an original person with a creative approach to problem solving, and a penchant for initiating action. Someone may have to follow behind you to handle the details, but you know how to get things going and make things happen. You have a good mind and the ability to use it for your advancement. Because of these factors, you have much potential for achievement and financial rewards. Frequently, this expression belongs to one running a business or striving to achieve a level of accomplishment on ones talents and efforts. You have little need for much supervision, preferring to act on your own with little restraint. You are both ambitious and determined. Self-confident and self-reliant must be yours, as you develop a strong unyielding will and the courage of your convictions.

Although you fear loneliness, you want to be left alone. You fear routine and being in a rut. You often jump the gun because you are afraid of being left behind.

The negative attributes of the 1 Expression are egotism and a self-centered approach to life. This is an aggressive number and if it is over-emphasized it is very hard to live with. You do not have to be overly aggressive to fulfill your destiny. The 1 has a natural instinct to dominate and to be the boss; adhering to the concept of being number One. Again, you do not have to dominate and destroy in order to lead and manage.

Your Soul Urge number is: 22

A Soul Urge number of 22 means:
The Soul Urge of the master number 22 is very much that of the master builder. You would like to use your abilities in an important humanitarian undertaking, and have an innate desire is to express the significant power you feel in a concrete manner, as a builder, engineer, diplomat, etc. In some way you want to make a considerable contribution to the world.

The 22 gives a broad, universal outlook with a rather practical and common-sense approach. You have especially high intelligence, with an unusual perception and awareness. This number often denotes a high degree of diplomatic abilities and high ideals. You are a very capable person and you may possess special leadership abilities that you can and should develop. People respect you and recognize your superior foresight and vision.

The negative side of the 22 soul urge is a high degree of nervous energy and a tendency to be very dominating. It is unfortunate that all who possess the urge of 22 do not use its energies to the greatest advantage; but then it should be recognized that these energies are understandably the most difficult to focus and direct.

Your Inner Dream number is: 6

An Inner Dream number of 6 means:
You dream of guiding and fostering the perfect family in the perfect home. You crave the devotion from offspring and a loving spouse. You picture yourself in the center of a successful domestic unit.

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