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Monday, July 09, 2007

[[longing.]]

its been great to have crapped a whole deal(maybe its just a short time for others...and didnt really talk much...)with the marvellous bunch of canoeists today...even though not everyone was present...but it was definitely one of the most enjoyable chats i've ever had for quite a long time already...the bond i have fostered with the jolly bunch of u for the 5mths that i've been in was truly unforgettable...i stiu remember being like strangers with u guys in the first mth..bud after months of sweating and enduring hardships...with our friendship growing stronger after each training...u guys have turned out to be the best bunch of people that i'd think i'll get to know in sajc...its been truly a blessing to have known u people. even the j2s...the lot of guys that i often chat with...u were seriously very great seniors that i'm very proud to have once had. its been sad to have been kicked outta the team because of asthma...guess if i put in more effort during trainings and in secondary school i might have been able to overcome it...then i could have been able to strive on with u guys...

after 5months of school already...obviously its been very hard for me to adapt to track and field...even though its been my cca since primary school...but its like suddenly being thrown into a whole new environment...having to learn everything all over again...meet new ppl...and TRY to make new friends...and the worst thing of all is that there are only 2 j2 throwers...and one j1 thrower...its a very lonely and isolated section of the cca...the most lonely in fact...considering thr's a few different sections like long dist and sprinters...i sincerely believe that thr is no other cca in this school that is as lonely as where i am now...i can never enjoy the kind of team spirit and bonding we had in canoeing...when everything we did...we did together as one...to sweat as one...to fight as one...to unite as one. everyone in track already know each other...already bonded together and made their clicks...im just like a bastard who wandered into another person's home...finding acceptance. although when i first entered...dey told me that dey placed utmost importance in building team spirit and bonding...but its obviously damn hard when different sections have their own trainings.

being with people in track is nothing...nothing at all...compared to being with u guys...crapping all together and messing around...not to mention the diehard trainings that we have had together...although i know that its peanuts compared to what u guys are having now...but it was stiu nonetheless a very special part of my memory...one of the most valuable gift i've been presented with in sajc...something at least...to give me a reason to smile...when i look back on the times i've spent in sajc after we graduate...

cheers to canoeing...the best cca i've ever had...and will ever have :')

ps:seriously u guys cn ask me go canoeists outing de...i really wun mind...lolx

time will never turn...history will nvr be remade...regrets would nvr be fulfilled.
__fiEryhA__

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Sunday, July 08, 2007

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Your Expression Number is 1

You have the skills to be a top executive or businessperson.
But first you must develop your natural capacity to be a good leader.
You are truly original - with a creative approach to life and a very sharp mind.

You reach for the sky, and you have the potential to reach it.
Assertive and straight forward, you have little need for supervision.
You are self-confident, self-reliant, and courageous in your convictions.

While you sometimes fear loneliness, you prefer to be left alone.
A bit self centered, you may be hard to life with at times.
You also have a strong dominant streak - which can push others away at times.

What's Your Expression Number?

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Monday, July 02, 2007

[[DEVIL.]]

You are The Devil

Materiality. Material Force. Material temptation; sometimes obsession

The Devil is often a great card for business success; hard work and ambition.

Perhaps the most misunderstood of all the major arcana, the Devil is not really "Satan" at all, but Pan the half-goat nature god and/or Dionysius. These are gods of pleasure and abandon, of wild behavior and unbridled desires. This is a card about ambitions; it is also synonymous with temptation and addiction. On the flip side, however, the card can be a warning to someone who is too restrained, someone who never allows themselves to get passionate or messy or wild - or ambitious. This, too, is a form of enslavement. As a person, the Devil can stand for a man of money or erotic power, aggressive, controlling, or just persuasive. This is not to say a bad man, but certainly a powerful man who is hard to resist. The important thing is to remember that any chain is freely worn. In most cases, you are enslaved only because you allow it.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

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