[[*---Swirling in the abyss of Darkness---*]]

Wednesday, February 21, 2007

[[long long time ago.]]

wow...okay...it was damn long since the previous entry. bud it doesnt rly matter since barely anyone noes abt this pathetic place.

well...i deleted all the drafts i had previously...i decided it was btr to start frm now and recent...rather den trying to recall everything frm the ancient times.

2nd orientation was definitely alot more boring den the first...DUH. basically cos most of the things were the same as 1st orientation bahh.

honestly...the moe's policy of having first 3mths suck real bad...thankfully they are gna cancel dat already. hav dey finally realised how much ppl cn be bonded together in 3 long mths? in these few mths...i have been in first intake OG...den to the CG...den back to second intake OG...and when school reopens im gonna be transferred to a new CG once agn. why muz we be spilt up so many times...if dats the case...why shld we bother to make frenz with one another? why shld we try to bond and become the best buddies? when we jolly well noe dat we are most probably gna be spilt up soon. for me...i wasnt really close to my OG at first...den was really damn close and bonded to my CG...and dammit we hav to be seperated now. the worst part of it all is abt the second intake...when ppl who didnt score as well cnt remain in SAJC...or who scored too well and are gng to a btr school. i witnessed many ppl crying and being so sad over it. it truly goes to show dat ppl can become the best of friends in merely 3mths. indeed...the hardest words to say are goodbye. why muz the ministry make us go thru so much heartache when we are juz gng to be in jc for a very short 2yrs. cn't dey juz leave us as we are...ppl leaving...ppl coming...aye.

wonder whts gna happen when school reopens siah...wonder wht cls im gna be in...wonder who's gna be in my cls...if no one i noe/is close to is in my cls...i tell u...im gna be so dead. really...if dat is ever gna happen...i wud seriously prefer death. c'mon...buddha jesus allah etc etc...dun let me down.

life is indeed miserable at times.
__fiEryhA__

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Friday, February 02, 2007

[[-random-]]

sometimes i ponder...how wud my life be now if u were still here.

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