[[*---Swirling in the abyss of Darkness---*]]

Monday, May 29, 2006

[[dead]]

this place has officially become The Dead Zone....brudder of The Dead Sea...ok not funny. im becoming colder siah...dis is the first wk first day of the hols...and im bored. no one seems to be online...all muz be mugging...tsk tsk. later u see at the second wk when i start to think abt the hw rite...everyone already finished all the hw liao. also...since sat...no one gave me an sms or anything...bleahx. so imma getting bored-er and bored-er. bud suan le...i shall indulge in rotting and blasting of music...yeah. hols are relaxing siah...slp late...wake up even late-er...dats life man. m i suppose to be mugging too? aye...nvm...mugging at third wk or smth also cn la...dun care...rotting comes before everything...so i rot first mug ltr. woots.

cheers to The Dead Zone.

__fiEryhA__

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Saturday, May 20, 2006

[[aye.]]

been quite awhile since the last post alrdy. all the results are out alrdy and none are uplifting. those expected to do badly truly did so...while those expected to do btr were disappointing...things aint really looking bright rite nw...though i hav been constantly reminding myself dats its ok and dat thr's stiu time. try as i might bud time is truly running out. every sec dat passes means a sec lesser in cchms. mr soon said to us dat we only had abt 100 days to go before our first olvls exams start...which are the orals. 100 days to go before the exams...which also means arnd 100 over days to go before we leave cchms...the time when we muz bid gdbye to our great buddies and all our frenz...taking wid us nth bud the memories we had during the 4 long yrs in cchms...be it the happy ones or the sad ones. thr's always a chance for us to be together again in jc...bud dat aint so easy and one shldnt pin much hope on such things. despite totally hating the idea of being seperated...i understand dat it will happen soon and dat its inevitable...as the saying goes yea "all good things muz come to an end one day". apparently now i noe its true...all the naive thoughts of mine when im younger seemed to have dissipated as i no longer believe dats it wud be so easy to be lifelong frenz.

if i was suppose to leave sku at sec2...my mindset might hav been diff...it might hav been easier to leave...thr wudnt be so much sorrow agony and reluctance to leave. the prob now is dat...the life of sec3 and 4 was by far the best i ever had in sku...although thr werent results to be proud of...many friendships were made during dat period...ties btw frenz were further bonded together and each individual somehow played a part in another person's life. it felt as if all our lives were somehow linked wif one another. those times were indeed worth rmbing and tough to let go of. also...things happened during sec2...things which made life boring and meaningless. thus the many frenz made in sec3 really helped me alot. thr were plenty of laughter and fun. quarrels were irrevocable bud we always managed to resolve dem. there were always times when someone in our group will be in some kind of problem may it be domestic or affairs of the heart...during those times...everyone of us wud rack our brains and do all dat we cn to help him. these are the situations which truly showed how much our frenship mean to each ader and it nvr fails to bring us closer. memories such as these are those dat im unable to let go nor forget...aye.

results now prove a headache to each and everyone of us...ppl such as me...apparently stress over how to pass my subjects...while those top students whine over how dey could hav done even btr...zzz. parents are also putting alot of pressure on their children due to results. imagine if studies were non existant...tremendous amt of stress and burden wud be lifted off each and everyone of us as we nid not worry abt getting gd grades or meeting the expectations of their parents. affecting studies wud no longer be excuses by parents to prevent kids frm getting into a relationship too early. we all wud also be exempted frm all the scoldings and threats amde by our irate parents when we flunk...hahahahha. so actually...its a gd thing...thr's no con! all pros! why muz some boh liao humans come up wid the concept of studying...those jerks sure made my life miserable. oh oh oh...i noe the advantages of sku le...how could i hav missed it. its becuz of sku dat i meet all my best frenz in life ever! its becuz of sku dat guy meet girl or vice versa! its becuz of sku dat i get headaches! ehh...the last one disadvantage. anyway...in conclusion...im an idiot tinking abt things which will nvr ever happpen -.-"

death is but the beginning.
__fiEryhA__

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Thursday, May 11, 2006

[[console.]]

mye is finally over man....wht a relief. indeed...im really glad and happy...yet i understand dat apparently i did quite badly for dem...juz purely based on the fact dat i dun even noe wht i seemed to be scribbling on the papers. anyway...according to slightly reliable sources...mye is suppose to be a killer paper...all thanks to the upcoming one mth june holidays. the sku is supposedly afraid dat students wud slack during the break thus...dey came up wid some really tough papers to make us score bad. the motive behind is ultimately to make us believe dat we are like so unprepared for the olvls and cnt afford to slack. or...in another point of view...u cn sae dat im consoling myself.

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Thursday, May 04, 2006

[[dead meat]]

did badly for two papers today...aye...one more wk to freedom...hang in thr...

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