[[*---Swirling in the abyss of Darkness---*]]

Saturday, April 29, 2006

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Tuesday, April 18, 2006

[[missing u]]

for no blardy reason...i began to tink abt u again...haiz. things which happen dis few wks kept reminding me of u...it makes me itch to say ur name out aloud...to be able to feel u once again...yet i noe...dat is impossible. ur image in my mind though stiu vivid...occasionally seems to fade away...leaving me at a loss. i fear dat one day i might be unable to rmb ur face...unable to rmb the pleasant times we had together...the beautiful memories. pictures may always be thr...bud the feelings may be detached. aye...sometimes i cn juz feel my heart aching so badly...yet no tears come out. nevertheless...im sort of immune to it liao.

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Saturday, April 15, 2006

[[crappin']]

wow...the last time i blogged was...one wk ago i tink. been busy yea?

hmm...four school combined meet juz over siah....won two medals...quite ok la...considering the fact dat i didnt pin much hope on em. hahahha...happy enuff liao la...last yr in cchms cn get 2 more medals. stressful siah...event infront of our sku ppl...so scary. and rites...the stupid judge for jav sux i tell u...cfm frm dunman de...den see our sku owning dem den nt happy so he attitude us. so obvious dat our throws were counted yet he void dem...idiotic siah. wanted to quarrel wid him de...bud the cher warn us cn get dq for it de...darn -.-"

its late...blog nxt time...i m veh slpy...zzzz

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Saturday, April 08, 2006

[[*talentime*]]

last yr in cchms liao wht. so i tot why nt go watch talentime? for da sake of memories. woah...i tell u all rites...i tink it feels more like fashion show den talentime lo...u see me and yz in white pants and nic in full U...while the rest of teh ppl who went rites...all got hang bling bling here and thr...coat. jacket. sweater. or whtevr. the hair all nicely done...looking their best...omg siah. go thr more like seeing wht aders are wearing rather den watch the competition lo....den i was like dumbly tinkin why dey choose a chop wid only 2 stars cuz i wan 3...

the mc hor...bad choice larr...shld let tingkai be rather den the ader guy...tk funnier lo...he will make the whole event more enjoyable. sing sing dance dance...some singers were really nice lar...nvr diu choir de lian...and teh dancers were really gd siah...nvr diu dance club de lian.

dis yr combined sports meet die liao la...gg man...-.-" how lehh how lehh...dun care la...lolx. the jersey dis yr hor...quite ugly lehh i feel. considering whether to wear last yr's jersey...cuz last yr de alot nicer. bud hor...the jersey so revealing...every yr i also veh shy to wear it...nth bud fats to show ppl...so malu lo...nxt time train up liao den wear most prolly wud be more confident lo. yet i dun tink i wud be so diligent to train larr...firstly cuz im lazy and second cuz i cnt resist gd food. life is short...so we shld enjoy it...got gd food den eat it...dun torture urself juz becuz it is fatty or whtevr. sianz....stupid track t so long havent done yet...den hav to wear our bright bright track t...bud nt bad la...quite nice and veh prominant wht...hahha. i wan to win badly siah...last yr wht...nw regretting for slackin too much last yr...tsk tsk tsk...bud at least dis yr i got put in quite some effort...even if lose also no regrets la.

my eyes are like closing liao...veh tired...listening to music...bud i like carry on typing...like a living zombie. since got time also reflect on myself and start wondering abt things...wondering wht i beh song abt life nw...wondering wht hav i done recently...wondering whether i offended anyone...wondering how to become a btr fren...wondering how to let ppl trust me...wondering how to make conversations more interesting...wondering whether im really able to be thr for my frenz when dey nid me...wondering abt whether anyone enjoyed tokin to me...wondering whether anyone ever looked forward to tokin to me...wondering abt how i wud die...wondering abt things which wud nvr ever happen...wondering abt dreams...wondering abt the past...wondering wht to do abt my studies...wondering wht imma gonna do tml...wondering why are many gd foods unhealthy...wondering why humans look like how we look now...wondering abt my events on 13th...wondering abt why are thr such boring shows on tv at dis time...wondering wht my sis wud grow up to be like...wondering wht imma gonna in the future...wondering will i stiu be in contact wid my current best frenz...wondering who are my best frenz...wondering wht my frenz wud grow up to be like...wondering how to get myself a gf (juz joking)...wondering how's my frenz relationships are doin...wondering who's awake rite nw...wondering who dreaming of me(also joking)...wondering why are sad songs nice...wondering why am i stiu awake at dis time...wondering wht time imma gonna slp...wondering when imma gonna finish wondering.

death is but the beginning.
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Saturday, April 01, 2006

[[never enough.]]

haiz...he comes back like a few days per month. for the sake of the family...he works overseas...away frm his family. by right...i m suppose to like make his days back in sg happy and everything bud...bud...i juz cnt take his attitude. to him...i m forever addicted to the computer....whether i use it or not...wth do u wan me to do. if im nt playin the com...he wud like walk past and say..."dunnid to be shy....u wan to play den go ahead...i m nt stopping u...dun hav to act in front of me..." if im using the com to do my work...he wud say..."hands itching to play the com rite...cnt concentrate on doin the work correct..." if im playin...he wud say..."u ar...addicted to the com alrdy...dun play la...go study..." sianz....liddat wht u wan me do...i tink if i take a hammer and whack the com or throw the com outta the window...he wud stiu like say..."regretting alrdy rite...nw u will spend ur time goin to lan shops and play rites..." ARGH! liddat wht m i suppose to do so dat he will diam diam...wht does he wan from me...zzz -.-"

and for the last time...reverse psychology doesnt work on me...he muz keep telling me..."our family (including my cousins and uncles aunties) until nw worst is 10...i dun expect u to get like 6 or veh gd results...bud dun get too bad...try ur best to get at least 12-14..." wht the....he tinks wht...i gonna break the record by getting the worst ar. make a name for myself in the family ar...make history ar. i will definitely try to do my best for o's...bud stupid humanities keep pulling me down...nt like i nt trying to improve it...sianzzz

interestng day today...watched interestng performace...had interestng phone call....weird...bud interestng nvrtheless. blah blah blah...nth else to say le...

death is but the beginning.
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